HI IM STILL ALIVE

*giggles*

I know I haven't been blogging regularly.

Reasons being I just entered into a new relationship and as such my mind was so dominated and overwhelmed by that one and only person. Hence contents of my blog posts were mostly about him and him and him... (sorry la woman in love is like this one larrrr!)

Now we have passed the so-called crucial stage of 3 months and everything is good and happy. (faster comment and say 'awww so sweet' or 'awww good for you'.) Hahaha just kidding la. Initially I thought we wouldn't be able to get through this third month but we did!

Anyway, for today, I feel like blogging about my job interview. It's gonna be a long post ahead and if you feel lazy to read, just scroll down and read the relay part, I bet you'll laugh.

In February I mentioned that I was called to sit for the Pegawai Tadbir & Diplomatik - PTD Examination. I thought I would fail the examination because out of 50 questions given, I tembak 20 questions.. by 'tembak' here I meant randomly shading the ABCD circles without even reading the questions...

Oh well, to my surprise, I passed and I received a letter requesting me to attend PTD Assessment. The officer said there were approximately 50,000 who sat for the examination nationwide and out of the 50,000 they only selected 3,092 candidates for the Assessment part. I don't know should I say that I'm lucky or unlucky. -___-

Two weeks ago, I received a phone call from my brother, Kayin. He told me that I was selected to attend PTD Assessment. I was like 'HAR WHAT?'. Kayin only informed me of the date of Assessment i.e. 3rd of July and he didn't inform me about the place of Assessment. So I just presumed that my assessment will be held somewhere in KL/Selangor since I live here.

Only 2 days ago, I officially opened the letter and found out that the assessment will be conducted in JOHOR! Omg, faint. 8.00 am - 5.30 pm, Kluang, Johor. (So bad mood I tell you.)

I kinda hesitated to go because my CLP Exam is just round the corner and me being a desperado, trying to cover everything last minute and I can't afford to waste whole day in Johor. In the end I decided to attend because if I don't go, there is a risk that I need to compensate back RM100,000. Funny right one day absentism will most likely cost me RM100,000.

I attended, I had to wake up at 3 am in the morning and embarked on my journey to Kluang. Thank god, mummy and daddy accompanied me there. Aww I love them so much. They knew I was very very very reluctant to attend that assessment.

The assessment comprises of 3 activities and 1 test (Ujian Sahsiah) Seriously what is sahsiah in English? I don't even know.

First Activity - group discussion in English on the topic economic crisis.

I did not say a single word during the discussion, I just kept quiet. Hahaha until the assessor got to call my name and asked me 'So what do you think?' -__-

Second Activity - debate in Bahasa Melayu on the topic "Komunikasi maya merosakkan bahasa."

Can someone tell me what is maya? I swear to god I really don't know what's the meaning of maya. Gosh, I had to ask my group mates on the definition of maya and they gave me that 'oh you're so stupid' look. Each one of us was required to speak for 2 minutes. It has been such a long time since I speak in formal Malay and I actually slurred. Sigh. Hopeless.

Third Activity - workout in the field underneath the hot sun from 3.30 to 5.30 pm.

Uh wow, we were asked to do the starfish jump. The one where you need to squat down, then sprung up and spread your limbs wide open to form a starfish, and back to squatting position. To do 20 times of starfish jump was really a killer to me. Haven't add in the pumpings and bridging (lie flat on your chest and push your body up and support it with your elbow for 4 - 10 seconds.)

All that was already sufficient to kill me and the final part was relay..

Because I was so exhausted and drained, I decided to be the last one in the line so that I get some time off to replenish my energy.

Oh my god to my horror, I was the LAST ONE LEFT who has yet to complete the relay. Basically 200 pairs of eyes were just looking at ME and ONLY ME!

Being the last one and with all the eyes on me, I felt so burdened, you know where you have the mentality 'OH I NEED TO SAVE THE MANKIND' by running fast fast!

So I sprinted. 10 metress before the finishing line, I FELL frontward, my whole body glided across the field. So god damn embarassing and I heard 'AWWWW'. T____T

I no longer have strong thighs and calves. It felt as if my knees were buckled and then my legs began to feel numb and it just wouldn't move as desired. The officer then said 'No worries, just get up and finish up the race! You can do it.'

I forced myself up and limped all my way to the finishing line. I felt so embarassed that I almost cried. Tears were already welling up in my eyes but I can't possibly cry in front of 200 people righttt! That moment, all I can think of is just my dear and how I wish I can run to him and hide.

I'm an adult and I still fall down. Even kids don't cry when they fall down but I do. Hopeless.

I showed my mom the scratches and she was like "See la, so big already still so clumsy."

I now have superficial scratches on my right palm, left elbow and left knee. It hurts. SEE la, sprint what sprint, slowly jog mai good la! Save me from all the embarassment...

Then drove back to KL on North-South Highway. Dad decided to stop by in Seremban to eat dinner and we ended up eating KFC because we couldn't find any place to eat and all of us were already so exhausted and just wanted to reach home early and sleep. Called my bf and told him about it and he gave me the comment... "Why? Seremban's KFC much nicer then KL's one is it?"

Reached home at 10 pm, showered and went to bed at 11 pm. Today I have to wake up at 9 am to attend class.

I'm feeling so down since yesterday till now.. Sigh.

AIJOR

WHY the title 'AIJOR'??

Look at my boyfriend... I thought only girls pout..

Nowadays, when we take pictures together, instead of smiling at the camera, he pouts....

WOI I WANT A SMILE AND NOT A POUT!!!


Sigh, better than nothing... at least he's still a cam-whore.

Oh, remember in my previous post, I mentioned that Baby Mon and Baby Monie began to make out in the car? Think she's pregnant, after diagnosis, we discovered that it's an ugly duckling.

Blue and pink. What an ugly combination, am gonna ask her to abort. KUA KUA KUA KUA.

Tora-Aman

"You're going around the world collecting kids' toys is it."

LOL. That was what my friend told me the other day. Eh eh, I'm not a kid, this is what we call 'YOUNG AT HEART!' MUAHHAHAHAHAH.




TA DAAAAA! The 3 typical Doraemon - those being safeguarded by my boyfriend.

Cute right? Cute right?? PLS SAY CUTE LA! NOt cute also must say cute! *RAWRRR*

Baby Monie and Baby Mon beginning to make out in the car.


Shit, exam is in one month's time. *pulls hair*

Where is my boyfriend?

Sniff sniff, my boyfriend really didn't turn up for my birthday dinner with friends. So sad.


I actually thought that my boyfriend doesn't care about me anymore...

In the end, it was actually a miscommunication, I DID NOT inform my boyfriend that it's my birthday dinner, all I told him was "There'll be a dinner with my friends this Sunday."

So boyfriend thought it's just an ordinary dinner with friends and that it's okay if he misses it.

Sigh, am really unlucky.

Anyway... I still had a wonderful night with my besties! I actually didn't feel like celebrating my birthday at all because am pretty occupied with classes nowadays. Nonetheless, I chosed to at least dine with my Chi Muiz. =)


They bought me a really yummy Tiramisu cake! *slurps*

Pweeetieeee right? *giggles*

Oh.. I certainly do miss celebrating my birthday with Manc girls.. *miss you chubbylin, fishbowl, con-e, jovn, isa, mich! AND MY FRUITCAKE from WONG WONG*

Wishing time..
I only have one wish for this year. I really hope that my wish will come true..

Quite emo here because bf not by my side. T__T

The boyfriends! Where is mine?? *emo emo*
*note: thank u for the dinner, for the present, for the cake, for the company!*

More cam whoring pictures before we kill the bday cake. *grins*
*anne! where is your 'five'??*
We were supposed to do the 'miang' pose but ....

Down you go birthday cake. *burps*

YAYYY! I'm one year older now. *rolls eye*

I'm aging I'm aging! HELPPPP!!! T___________T

Moi Bday

"happy birthday to me, happy birthday to me, happy birthday to meeeee ....."

Happy Birthday to MEeee! *ignoring the fact that I'm one year older*

I forced my boyfriend to sing birthday song to me, out loud, and he refused! Reason being ... 'SHY'.

After stamping my feet a few times, he finally decided to 'sing' to me, i.e. whispering beside my ear 'happy birthday to zhu, happy birthday to zhu, happy birthday to zhuuuu, happy birthday to zhu.'

Such a forceful singing. -____-

I requested for a loud loud birthday song and instead of singing it out loud, he whispered....

HAHAHHA. Nonetheless, am still very happy....

.. that is, to have him by my side on my special day. =)

Doraemon

I've decided to remove my earlier post. On second thought, I think it's between me and my boyfriend and I shouldn't post it up publicly. Tee hee. Anyway, everything is okay now and both of us managed to reach a compromise.

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Boyfriend and I managed to purchase all the six McDonald's Collectibiles. Hua hua hua...

"AN AN AN tottemo daisuki DORAEMON!"

Boyfriend is keeping the three traditional doraemon toys. On the other hand, I'm safe keeping the other three!

So I picked my favourites...

Ta daaa, my favourite has always been Doralin! Because she's cute. This toy is named as 'Batabatafly!' In case you don't read Doraemon, Doralin is Doraemon's sister! Get it? =p

When we discovered about this Doraemon Collectibles, it was already the second week of promotion. We nearly couldn't purchase this Doralin toy. In total we tried 3 McDonald's in order to get it.

At the first outlet, when I was told that Doralin is sold out, I actually pouted and said in a very loud tone, "Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.... I WANT DORALIN!"

Then the McDonald's staffs laughed at me for being so kiddy.

Lol. So embarassing. Then the manager asked me to try other outlets instead, especially the one near Taylor's College because there are lesser kids there! What the hell, am competing with KIDS!

Door Sketcher aka Pintu Sukahati!

The reason I took it home is because it's PINK in colour. Muahahaha.

Lastly, DORAWAN! I bet most of you don't know who is Dorawan!!! Boyfriend and I had no idea who this red doraemon is until we went to MPH Bookstore and searched for the Doraemon comics.

Dorawan is Doraemon's Friend! HAHAHHAAH I'm so smart I'm so smart!

DORAWAN DORAWAN DORAWAN! I learnt new character today. Ok bye I need to study.

All my toys so cute and pretty, unlike my boyfriend's typical blue doraemon toy. MUAHHAHAHA.

Baby Monie ^^

Boyfriend brought me to Sungai Wang to hunt a Baby Monie for Baby Mon. Hua Hua Hua...

Seriously we searched every single shops/stalls in Sungai Wang but couldn't see any monkeys till we reached the ONE FINAL SHOP at the highest floor in Sungai Wang.

There ... we finally found Baby Monie!!!

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Previously we saw a light pink Baby Monie at Pyramid (same size as Baby Mon) but because that light pink monkey had stains on it, we decided not to get it.

"Lets try other shopping mall! I believe there are still loads of it."

Mana tahu (Who knows) ... this light pink monkey is so difficult to find. When we finally decided to go back to the same shop in Pyramid to purchase it, it was no longer on the shelf! T_______T

See la, play hard to get some more ....

Our exclusive Baby Monie. ^_^

Actually it's kinda small for Baby Mon, it's just the size of my palm! I shall hunt another light pink monkey.. smaller than Baby Mon but bigger than Baby Monie.

p/s : Seriously.. this is what exam stress can do to you.... KILL ME PLS.