Saturday, 28 February 2009





I'm mentally exhausted because I had lectures from 10 am till 7 pm today. The weather was perfectly fine the whole day until 6.45 pm!! MURUKUCAPATIPUTUMAYAM! (substitute this with wtf)

It started raining at 6.45 pm, murukucapatiputumayam!!!!

When you start to run in your heels with so many things in your arms, you'll look like a penguin, to be precise, wobbling penguin. -_____-

I quickly hurried into my car and before my right foot can safely be placed inside the car, I shut the door. So, not only my right foot got clamped, the strap on my heels came off!!! murukucapatiputumayam.

Which means I HAD TO DRIVE BARE FOOTED! murukucapatiputumayam.

Sigh. Bad luck day.

When I reached home, I was so relieved, thinking that bad things wouldn't happen to me at home. Took out all my textbooks from the passenger seat and I realised that my pencil case had miraculously gone missing. MURUKUCAPATIPUTUMAYAM.

I bought this together with Shin Chan.

And the heels, was a gift from Shin Chan.

Oh well... sien, so grumpy.

Friday, 27 February 2009



Finally I was able to satisfy my craving for STEAMBOAT! (Like pregnant lady only...)

I've been wanting to eat it since two weeks ago. I was so desperate to the extent that I 'SOLD' myself over the internet in exchange of 1 free steamboat meal. -_____-

All I had to do was to enable my webcam on MSN and VOILA, free meal. *rolls eye*

EH PLEASE LA decent webcam session and not those whereby you have to pose in nude okay. T__T

I even changed my MSN display picture to this ...

Everyone kept asking me "What's that", "Is it porridge?", "Why your steamboat so weird one?"!!

OKAY time to compare and contrast!!!

Manchester Version

*slurps* I miss it! Especially the 'fried fish skin'.

Malaysia Version

Hahaha so not appealing right.

Nonetheless, I still enjoyed it because of the 'chilli' and the companions.

HAHAAH! Damn funny. Miss Rei and 'Lala' who came back from Singapore for holiday! Why 'Lala' ar?

You look at the hair, you tell me 'Lala' or not. LOLs.

Look at her 'muka paksa'! She said she doesn't like to take pictures. We don't care, both of us insisted that she has to and that she has no option but to cam-whore with us!!

Oh Sexayyy Rei!


AM VERY SAD! I've been searching all over for my strawberry necklace but couldn't find it.

It looks like this except that the chain is silver in colour & its not diamond studded. -___-


*angry mode*

Shin Chan : Maybe you drop it in club?

Me : -____- You think I'm a stripper is it?

Shin Chan : Maybe when you jump up and down that time lose it.

Me : You think I'm a monkey is it. I don't jump up and down! Also, I never wear it to club before!


Thursday, 26 February 2009


The level of erection hardness is measured in a scale of one to four using the Erection Hardness Score (EHS) developed by the European Association of Urology.

Level one is like tofu where the male organ is large but not hard, level two is similar to a peeled banana where it’s not hard enough for penetration, level three is like an unpeeled banana where it’s hard enough for penetration but not completely, and level four is similar to a cucumber where it’s completely hard and fully rigid,” - STAR

Hahahahaha, I find this amusing. *giggles*

In summary;

Level One = Tofu

Level Two = Peeled Banana

Level Three = Unpeeled Banana

Level Four = CUCUMBER!

Am I the only person who finds it amusing or you guys find it to be funny too? Haha if it's only me, then I must admit that I'm a 'hentai' la. Lol.

Wednesday, 25 February 2009

CM's Birthday @ Zouk

It was my pet brother's birthday and he & his friends decided to celebrate it in Phuture, Zouk.

Picture #1 - 6 bottles ....

Picture #2 - My pet brother

Look at his face and eyes, ALL RED. Luckily I only have red hair ... LOL

In fact, it was actually the first time that I club with friends of Rei & her boyfriend.

Picture #3 - Rei & bf

As usual, SAME NOSE SAME NOSE! Haha.

That night, I met a lot of new friends and also friends that I've not met for ages, like Jesz.

Picture #4 - Jesz

The last time I saw her was .... hmm ... let me think .... FORM 1!!! OMG.

Picture #5 - Promoters

Haha I look like I have fangs here, like dracula/vampire. TQ for the bucket of ice. -___-

A friend whom I knew in Standard 6 but never keep in touch with till now ...

Picture #6 - Long lost friend

All I could remember about him ---> he's very good in drawing!!!

Picture #7 - Long lost friend's girlfriend

A very pretty & smart girl called J.

That night, I met 'Ojisan'. Every now and then, when I do see him, I'll call him 'Uncle' or 'Ojisan'.

Picutre #8 - Ojisan

Any pretty girls out there who's interested in Ojisan pls leave a comment here.
(Since whem my blog has turned into a matchmaking site. -__-)

There was this guy whom I'm very sure that I know him back then in high school but he doesn't seem to remember me. T___T

Picture #9 - Forgetful

Now, he finally realised that I'm the girl he used to know.

I got to know a few new friends ..

Picture #10 - New friend

His name is A.

Picture #11 - Heartbroken

His name is K.

I didn't take pictures with the rest, so can only intro two new friends at the moment. Heh.

Recently, I learnt a new clubbing terminology. Guess what is it ..

Picture #12 - New Terminology

It's called 'CHUI'.
The action of you drinking directly from the bottle is called 'Chui' and depending on how many seconds you can endure it, you add the seconds behind.
e.g. "Chui for 5 seconds!"

Picture #13 - I can't CHUI

People like me who can't CHUI can only drink from glass. Lol.

Picture #14 - Stoned

Haha, look at CM's expression.

Picture #15 - Pimp

No longer stoning but smiling like a 'Happy Buddha'! Jesz & Rei exchanging flying kisses.

Picture #16 - Jealous

I was jealous that Rei & Jesz exchanged flying kisses and so I kissed J.

Picture #18 - Rescue

Probably J's boyfriend was jealous seeing me kissing his gf and so he interrupted.

Picture #19 - Couples

I love this couple picture. =)

Picture #20 - Smile!

I honestly think that I have a retarded smile here. But oh well, heck care.

Picture #21 - Question Mark

What exactly are we trying to do here? Think I was dancing with Rei.

Picture #22 - Dance, dance

Our own mini dance area.

Picture #23 - Crazy

Because it was crazily congested at the dance floor below.

Picture #24 - Lastly

I LOVE REI! Muackx.

SHIT, should have added one more picture so that the total makes up to #25!!

Notice the 'Gong Xi Fa Chai' decorative coin hanging above us. LOL. The celebration took place one month ago, such a backlogged entry.

Okay I need to get back to my darling bookies. Bye bye.

Monday, 23 February 2009


Dear Diary,

I have a confession to make.

I've skived 6 days of lectures, total of 25 hours of classes.

I'm so dead and I feel so guilty.

Day 1, Tuesday, 2.30 - 5.30 pm : The day I undergo wisdom tooth extraction.

Day 2, Sunday, 11.00 - 2.00 pm : Aching gum and sore eyes, I left my class early. It was supposed to be a 9 till 2 class.

Day 3, Tuesday, 2.30 - 9.30 pm : Same problem as Day 2 and so I decided to 'ponteng'. After all I can't read due to my sore eyes.

Day 4, Friday, 6.30 - 8 pm : I swear that I intended to attend this class. I left my house at 5.45 pm and got stuck in a very bad traffic and by the time I reached college, it was already 7.45 pm. I really thought that class would end at the usual time of 9.30 pm but I was wrong. When I was about to step into the room, I heard him say "Okay, see you all next week!" T_______T

Day 5, Saturday, 11 - 7 pm : Dad asked me to skip this lecture because I had the JPA - PTD examination from 9 - 5 pm. So really, not my fault.

Day 6, Sunday, 9 - 2 pm : The night before I went to bed at 1 am. Set my handphone alarm at 7.30 am. Subconsciously turned off the alarm when it snoozed. When mom came into my room, the first thing that she asked was "Why didn't go school?" and by then it was already 11 am. It felt as if I'm suffering from concussion.

So yea, total of 6 days. As for the hours, I anyhow estimate it to be 25. LOL.

I did attempt to count the number of hours that I've missed but I'm mathematically challenged. I'm sorry Diary. Those who are good in Maths, please help me to count, if you're really free la. LOL.

I really do need to buck up on my studies. Or else 'precious eggs' will be awaiting for me in my final exam. Sigh. I'm hopeless, hopeless, hopeless. (They said when you say something 3 times, it means that you really mean it!)

Goodnight Diary.

Sunday, 22 February 2009

Attempted Murder

Look at my stupid dog. -_____-

(Why is it that he can only run anti-clockwise and not clockwise??? The answer is ... because he is stupid.)

Instead of asking if the hamsters are all right being harrassed by my dog, we just asked if my dog gets tired. HAHAHAHA.

In case you're wondering where are the hamsters right now, my parents threw them in the bin.

I asked them why the bin and they replied, "Because trash bin got a lot of food, they won't die of hunger!"


My brother refused to look after them, and worse still, the owner of the hamsters abandoned them. She actually asked us to throw it away, which my parents did because the hamsters stink up the whole house.

Thursday, 19 February 2009


Aku ingin menulis artikel yang seterusnya dalam Bahasa Melayu. Sudah sekian lama aku tidak mengarang dalam Bahasa Kebangsaan aku yang tercinta. *Ketawa dengan kuat*

Sebenarnya, tujuan utama aku ialah untuk menguasai semula penggunaan bahasa tersebut.

Sepertimana yang kawan-kawan saya ketahui, saya mempunyai kontrak dengan kerajaan Malaysia untuk bekerja di sektor awam selama enam tahun. Beberapa hari yang lepas, aku terima surat daripada Suruhanjaya Perkhidmatan Awam Malaysia untuk menduduki peperiksaan memasuki perkhidmatan 'Pegawai Tadbir dan Diplomatik'. Aku sememangnya tidak sangka yang aku akan terpilih untuk peperiksaan tersebut. Nama jawatan tersebut sungguh terselah, 'pegawai tadbir dan diplomatik!' cheewah. glamour sial.

Menurut isi kata hatiku, aku masih ingin meneruskan perjuanganku dalam mengotakan cita-cita asal. Surat tawaran ini membuatkan aku begitu resah. Tidak perlu khuatir, mungkin aku akan gagal dalam peperiksaan tersebut kan? kan kan kan??

Peperiksaan tersebut dijadualkan akan berlangsung pada 21/02/09 pada pukul 9 PAGI HINGGA 4.15 PETANG. Peperiksaan apa yang begitu penting sehinggakan perlu 7 JAM anda tanya? HAHAHHA soalan bagus.

Peperiksaan ini mengandungi LIMA SEKSYEN untuk dijawab. Adui, pengsan. Sambil membaca, aku ketawa terkahak-kahak. Bacalah dan anda akan faham kenapa.

Seksyen A : 45 minit - Pengetahuan Am mengenai Malaysia dan Alam Sekeliling

"Seksyen ini mengukur daya kesedaran calon terhadap perkara yang berlaku di dunia pada amnya dan Malaysia khasnya. Ia merangkumi isu politik, ekonomi, sosial, sains, teknologi, sastera, kebudayaan, kesenian, muzik dan sukan. Skop ini terlalu umum dan tida rujukan khusus."

HAHAHHAHA budak bodoh seperti aku, yang tidak baca surat khabar, manalah tahu isu-isu semasa. Sudah pasti aku akan gagal. *ketawa dengan kuat*

Seksyen B : 45 minit - Daya menyelesaikan Masalah

"Seksyen ini mengukur kecekapan calon untuk menyelesaikan masalah menggunakan tiga elemen berikut - Kemahiran Logik, Kemahiran Menginterpretasi Data dan Konsep Matematik."

SANGAT BAGUS! Kawan-kawan saya dari zaman persekolahan selalu kata yang aku tiada 'common sense', macam manalah nak jawab soalan-soalan logik. *pengsan* MATEMATIK? Aku tidak baca salah ke? MATEMATIK? Sudah berapa tahun aku tidak menggunakan otak ku untuk mengira. Jika ingin aku mengira, lebih baik suruh aku pergi mati.

Seksyen C : 45 minit - Kefahaman Bahasa Melayu dan Bahasa Inggeris

"Seksyen ini mengukur dari aspek kemahiran memindahkan maklumat, kefahaman, kemahiran tatabahasa dan kosa kata."

Hmmm, baik aku sangat selesa dengan penggunaan Bahasa Inggeris, tetapi Bahasa MELAYU? T____T Sudah ENAM TAHUN aku tidak menggunakan Bahasa Melayu.

Seksyen D : 1 jam - Esei Bahasa Melayu - 300 hingga 500 perkataan

"Seksyen ini mengukur daya kreativiti dan kebolehan calon dalam penguasaan Bahasa Melayu. Penilaian esei adalah bedasarkan pendapat calon yang disusun dengan jelas, teratur dan munasabah."

HAHAHAHAHHAHAHA AKU INGIN MENGOLEK DI ATAS LANTAI. Suruh aku tulis dalam bahasa pasar, boleh lah! Menulis karangan untuk tujuan akademik betul-betul sangat sukar untuk ku. T_____T

Seksyen E : 1 jam - Esei Bahasa Inggeris - 200 hingga 300 perkataan.

HMM kenapa untuk esei Inggeris hanya perlu 300 perkataan dan esei Melayu kena 500 perkataan? KENAPA???? Tidak adil langsung. *poof*

Mari kita tanding, anda kata aku akan lulus peperiksaan atau gagal? Aku kata GAGAL!

Wednesday, 18 February 2009

1 litre of tears

Can you imagine yourself in the following scenario.

You're 15 years old, very pretty, a bright student, star player in your basketball team, and also a class representative. You later on found out that you contracted terminal illness, a degenerative disease. Gradually your body begins to lose out on you, signals from your brain could not be transmitted to your body muscles. Very slowly, you lose your ability to walk, run, talk, eat and at the end of it, you just become paralysed. CAN YOU IMAGINE HOW FREAKING TORTURING IS THAT? OMG (If I were to be in her shoes, I would kill myself already.)

So, I've just finished watching the Japanese drama "1 litre of Tears" or better known as "1 litre no Namida". Rei transferred that drama to me. (OKAY I KNOW I'm very outdated!!!)

After completing the 11 episodes, I really cried 1 litre of tears. T___T

Think there's nothing left in my tear glands, all emptied.

I must admit that the drama is really inspiring and touching. After watching it, the more I realised that I should treasure life. The emo-ness that I'm going through now is nothing compared to hers lo. In case you're gonna say "ITS JUST A SHOW" then you're wrong! Its based on a true story written in 1986. Appreciate the simple fact that you're actually living!

I feel so inspired and motivated and am gonna work hard to realise my own dreams! RAWRRRR! (She had dreams but she couldn't realise it due to her conditions.)

p/s : 1 week has passed and the stitches are still laying intact on my gum. I wonder when will the wound heal ... *ponders*

I beginning to feel that I'm suffering from diabetes ....

Tuesday, 17 February 2009

Young Love

I've been talking to Mr Winkie a lot for the past few days. The very one sentence which is embedded in my head is "Life doesn't just evolve around a relationship, you have other better things to focus on than a relationship."

This very sentence made me realised that I'm actually a very shallow person. Seriously, very shallow ...

He has truly enlightened me. Thank you.

Today I came across an article. Coincidentally, the contents of the essay is similar to what he has 'preached'. If you have the time, read the extracted essay from the book 'A Piece of Mirror' by Daisaku Ikeda. =)


It is natural for young people to fall in love as it is for flowers to bloom in spring.

And yet, the agonies of love are many and varied.

While everyone is free to fall in love or be attracted to someone, and no one has the right to meddle in your private affairs, I feel it is also important not to lose sight of pursuing your own personal development. There are of course no rules on love and marriage, and no one has the right to restrict you in any way. But I hate to see young people getting involved in frivolous relationships, and suffering and agonising over them when they should be fulfilled and happy.

My mentor in life, Mr Toda, often said that when women act with dignity in relationships, problems can be avoided. Women, he said, should not have an easy-going, careless attitude concerning love, as this may lead to regrets and suffering.

While I am writing this with young women particularly in mind, much of what I am saying also applies to young men.

To me, love should be a force that helps us expand our lives and bring out our potential with fresh vitality. This is the ideal, but all too often, people lose all objectivity when they fall in love.

The question is "Does this person inspire you to work harder, or distract you from what you have to do? Does their presence make you more determined to devote great energies to your activities, to be a better person? Do they inspire you to realise your future goals and work towards them? Or is that person your central focus, overshadowing everything else?"

If you find that you are neglecting things you should be doing, forgetting your purpose in life because of the relationship you are in, then I would guess that you might be on the wrong path. A healthy relationship, in my view, is one which two people encourage each other to reach their respective goals, while sharing each other's hopes and dreams. A relationship should be a source of inspiration, invigoration and hope.

Rather than becoming so love-struck that you create a world in which only the two of you exist, it is much healthier to learn from those aspects of your loved one that you respect and admire, and continue to make efforts to improve and develop yourself. Antoine de Saint-Exupery, the author of The Little Prince, once wrote, "Love is not two people gazing at each other, but two people looking ahead together in the same direction."

Of course, much of daily life tends to be ordinary and unexciting. Making steady efforts to improve ourselves can be trying. And then, when you fall in love, life seems filled with drama and excitement and you feel like the leading character in a book. But if you lose yourself in love just because you are bored, and veer from your path in life, then love is nothing more than escapism. But sadly many people believe that this kind of love is to be-all and end-all, deluding themselves that as long as they are in love, nothing else matters.

Even if you try to use love as an escape, the euphoria is unlikely to last for long. If anything, you may only find yourself with more problems along with great deal of pain and sadness. However much you may try, you can never run away from yourself. If you remain weak inside, suffering will only follow you wherever you go. You will never find happiness if you do not change yourself from within. Happiness is not something that anyone else, even a lover, can give you. You have to achieve it by yourself. And, the only way to do so is by developing your own character and capacity as a human being, by fully maximising your potential. If you sacrifice your own growth and talent for love, you absolutely will not find happiness.

My concern in saying this is purely for the sake of young people - particularly young women who are often very vulnerable to persuasion by young men. They can sometimes act as if they are stunned and lose their ability to make calm, rational decisions. Since young women are the ones who most often get hurt, they have every right to assert their dignity and look after their own welfare.

It is precisely for this reason that I feel it is important for young women to develop inner strength and self-respect.

It is demeaning to be constantly seeking approval. If you find yourself in a relationship where you are not treated the way your heart tells you should be, I hope you will have the courage and dignity to decide that you are better off running the risk of being alone for the time being rather than enduring unhappy relationship.

Real love is not two people clinging to each other; it can only be fostered between two strong people secure in their individuality. A shallow person will only have shallow relationships. If you want to experience real love, it is important first to develop a strong self-identity. True love is not about doing whatever the other person wants you to do, or pretending that you are something you are not. Ideal love is fostered only between two sincere, mature and independent people.
- Ikeda.


PLS scroll back up and read. LOL.

Monday, 16 February 2009

Happy moments

Okay, pictures compiled. Nyeh nyeh. BEWARE : CAM WHORE PICTURES AHEAD.

It has been such a longgg time since I last seen my high school girls, except for WL la, I see her every now and then.

So this is WL. I think I'm gonna call her Rei from today onwards. Lol.

In fact, I think I have not met up with them ever since I left high school.

Okay la, I still do see Anne and Kat but not Jo, Ann, Pagen & Chris.

Look at them now, they have now blossomed into such fine ladies.

Four years ago, they had reunion dinner at Overseas Restaurant (same place as this year) WITHOUT ME! T_T

Oh I certainly do miss M.Yee!

I was still in UK so didn't manage to join them for dinner.

Finally this year, we managed to gather up to have dinner, mainly because Jo & Shirlin came back from Aussie.

Reunion dinner 4 years later.

I wonder when will our next reunion be? I suppose it will be 4 years later! Haha by then all of us would be 'aunties' already.

I'm sure we will still be pretty 'aunties'! HAHAHA.

Shirlin & Jo flew back to Aussie few days ago.

Pagen & Ann.

At Jo's house.

At Shirlin's house.

Gamble gamble.

All the pretty ladies.

'Eh Shirlin, I'm as tall as you! I didn't know that!'
But the vase is still taller than us. -___-

WL, Shirlin, Chris, Jo.

Mary, we used to play WoW together, she has a mage named Diina.

Cam-whore time.

Our family portrait for Year 2009, Year of Ox. =)