Monday, 31 December 2012


Today I made a very drastic decision in my life, because I'm lazy to do assignment and sit for the exam, I've decided to drop masters. ;)

I think deep down, my dream is to be a slacker! Hohoho..

What surprises me most is that even people around me, my loved ones supported my decision. I'm so thankful for that, at least I don't feel alone.

Doing masters just take up a lot of my free time and I don't get the work life balance anymore. I feel exhausted chasing after deadlines. My brain never stops working, alternating between works and studies.

All these are just excuses!!! Hahahha main thing is still vanity reason. I don't want to look haggard from the mental stress and I'm aging much faster ever since I started masters. Not worth it, not worth it. Happiness and beauty is more important! Lol.

Bimbo to the maximum! ;)

I feel so much happier now!!! Hohoho

I retrieved a very valuable artifact from four years back.

Today is last day of 2012. A new chapter of my life will begin soon!

Happy New Year! ;)

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Thursday, 27 December 2012


La la la la am waiting to see doctor.

So am very free I can blog. ;/

Arrived at clinic and was informed that doctor is out for lunch break. Mehhhhh...

To drive back to office is certainly a no-no, means I have to wait in my car till it's 2 pm.. And its so hot in here, I hate the sun! So grumpy whenever I'm under the sun. Well I have no options.. Boo hu..

It's weekend and everyone must be enjoying their holiday right now. ;)

I received a christmas card and a xmas present this year! Feeling so happy! He knows that my water bottle from Starbucks is 4 years old and so he told me that it is not good to keep using a bottle for so long..

He secretly bought me a new one and gave it to me as christmas present. Awww so sweet, am so touched.

I named it nalbo.

Its pinkkkk!!! ;) <3

The xiao panda is called "Da-Da".

Gosh my stupidness in naming things is coming back. Hahah I'm very talented in giving names k..


15 more minutes to goooo! Am gonna storm into the clinic at 2 to get my medications.

I feel sleepy... Napping time, good night. Have to to back office to clear files, then do assignments then have to study for exam soon. Poof poof..

Ganbatte to myself. Great things are slowly happening in my life. Hohohoho merry christmas. ;)

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Wednesday, 26 December 2012


I've never felt this happy before.

To clear all doubts and hesitations that exist in my life. I feel free and relieved like a bird! Wo shi yi zhi xiao xiao xiao niao!!

Sorry should correct that song. Wo shi yi zhi xiao xiao xiao panda!! Hohohoho..

Thank you for everything!!

Merry Christmas and Happy New Year to all of you! ;)

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Thursday, 20 December 2012


It's 1 am and I can't sleep..

My tummy is aching so badly, I feel like fainting ady. Because I'm stupid so I can't tell if it's tummy ache or period cramp.

My stomach has been unwell since Monday at USS.

I have no medication and the pain is killing me. Shootz.

"How would you feel, what would you think, what would we do?" - What if I said?

I think I need ambulance soon.

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Saturday, 8 December 2012


Iphone 5 will be launched.

Ipad mini has been launched.

Ipad Retina Display also has been launched.

All these temptations and devils. Rawrrrrrr!!!!!

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Wednesday, 5 December 2012

50 slices of salmon

I'm a cat now.


I ate 50 slices of salmon. Dead full and bloated now. Regret eating so much.

Today I reached Grand Millennium Hotel at 8 am. As I was driving down to the basement parking, I saw my big boss on the right, attempting to cross the minor road.

Since I was very tired I converted my car into mobile bedroom and fell asleep. The course begins at 9 so I set my alarm to 8.45 am.

I woke up at about 8.40 and made my way to the seminar room.

The moment I sat down, my colleague asked where did I go.

O.o I was thinking how on earth she knows I arrived early?

"Dato' had asked where did you go because he saw you turning in to carpark at 8 just now."

"Dato' even speculated that you might have an argument with boyfriend thats why still in the car."

LOL damn I didn't know he actually noticed that I drove past him.

Bwahahhaha and few minutes later I bumped into my boss and he teased "Chan where have you disappeared to!"

I told him I terbabas fell asleep in the car and he laughed at me.

So embarrassing lol.

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Tuesday, 4 December 2012


OMG there's a really funny story that I want to share with all of you.

I'm having a course in Grand Millennium Hotel KL right now.

At 12 pm the facilitators said we could go for our lunch break at Mills Cafe located at first floor.

I walked out from the seminar room, straight to the lift, into the lift, hit on the button "1", door opened, stepped out, oh the cafe is just right in front of me!

Then there was this girl in front of me wearing 3 inches black heals. Her left heal somehow got hooked onto the front ribbon of her right heal and her feet were entangled. She fell forward landing on both of her knees first, and later both her palms.

Hahahaga so tiu lian. Can't stop laughing at her now.

Luckily she fell 10 minutes earlier and not when she's holding a plate full of food over the buffet servings.


That girl was actually ME.

All right baizz. ;(

My knee hurts now.

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Mobile home

Hohoho I bet you all have never experienced what a mobile home is.

Basically my car right now is my mobile home.

Sometimes when I'm too tired, I take a nap inside.

Then I store many many pairs of heals and shoes in it.

Latest is using it as my temporary office! I know it's dangerous but I had an urgent file to be sent!

So, how do I do it? Right hand on the wheel, then laptop rests on my left palm. So whenever the car in front of me stops, I release my right hand from the wheel and start to mouse over to attach documents via email!

Hohoho, 'Kids at home, do not learn this'!

Apart from that, my car is also my mobile library. Open up my bonnet, and you will see mountains of books in there. Hahahaha well I had to since I'm doing masters now and I hate it whenever I need a book urgently it's not there. If I were to carry them around daily, I will evolve into a Popeye the Sailor Man, poot poot.

So basically I can do almost every thing in my car, except for one..

That is ..

TO PANG SAI!! Damn I'm stuck in the jam again and need to go to the toilet to shit. T.T

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Sunday, 2 December 2012


I don't know what should I do with my life anymore. I'm lost. I wish that an angel would descend from the sky and advise me on it.

I understand that there bound to be ups and downs in life, but I verily believe that mine is a rocky ones, and constantly falling into a manhole. LOL.

Its okay, anything that doesn't kill you will make you stronger. We were born alone in this world and we also die alone right. Learn how to be independent and I believe I will survive.

My much needed getaway trip.

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I think the time has come for me to seriously plan for a family i.e. marriage and so I began to read up on "things to consider before saying 'I do' to your other half".

Here's what it says:

After 7 years of marriage I can honestly say that I would do it again; I'd marry the same woman without changing a thing. Well, maybe we would have spent our money a little more conservatively but as far as the the decision on marriage - it was a perfect.

Unfortunately, as I consider our acquaintances and their marriages, it's clear that all marriages are not created equal. Cheating and chronic fighting surrounds us and often times we are stuck in the middle as these people come to us for advice.
Here are a handful of things that have become common themes.

My assumption is that you've already talked about religion, having kids, sex, etc. If not, you really need to open up the communication.

So before you say "I Do", make sure you have at least considered these:

Ability to Compromise

There are subtle changes that most people can make in their lives in order to make their spouse happy. This is part of the never ending compromise phase that is critical.

When single, I'd watch football games at bars every Saturday and Sunday (and sometimes Thursday). Once married, I toned it down to one day. This is a manageable change that I was willing to make. However, had my wife insisted that I give up all sports entirely, I would have resisted and eventually resented her. That resent would have spread and ultimately influenced my overall attitude towards her.
The same is true for just about everything. The willingness of the other person to compromise today (of the lack thereof) and your reaction to it will prove to be a precedent setting event. If someone is absolutely unwilling to compromise on minor issues, you should expect the same for larger issues. Don't be shocked and appalled by it when it happens three years from now- you knew this going in and you accepted it!


Yes, we all want it but once we have it who controls it? My wife started direct depositing her paychecks into my account after 3 months of dating. I actually don't recommend that so soon but she was bad with money and she admitted it. For us, it was a matter of getting our credit into shape (we had 640 credit and back then, now its 850 836) and we needed a strategy to pay off college and personal debt.

Once that debt was paid off and we moved into our house, I turned the finances back over to her after a crash course in on-time payments and credit. I never looked back. I enjoyed the strategy part of it but not the day-to-day grind of bill paying. She actually enjoyed it because as a stay at home Mom, it gave her the insight she needed to plan for grocery purchases, clothes for the kids, etc.

So before you get hitched, what is your plan today and 5 years from now? Who is handling what?

Who cleans the toilets?

Toilets and the remainder of the housework is a constant issue. It all needs to get done and it's not the most fun. Setup a plan for this in the beginning. My suggestion is a weekly rotation - perhaps you'll come up with something different. The point of this is to set the expectation on both sides so that someone doesn't feel like a housekeeper. Chores need to be shared regardless of the work and income situation. Being a woman doesn't mean the wife has to handle at all (and yes, a man wrote this).

The plan

In talking to people, it became pretty apparent that their initial goals were in line but after the kids are born and careers take off, there is a fork in the road. I agree that all plans change and there is no way to write a script for your marriage but a lot of the confusion can be removed by having a 1, 3, 6 and 9 year plan.

You should have this conversation now and then revisit it all the time. This does not mean you only review goals at these intervals. These are simply due dates. I am often questioned as to why 1,3,6,9.

1 Year Plan: This one is obvious. After the wedding, where will you live, where will you eventually live? Who handles what, what is the combined income, what can we afford, do we need two cars, etc.

At 3 years: You are no longer newlyweds and you are perhaps considering kids. Heck, you may already have a kid at this point. You need a plan for that, a plan for who works, who stays home, what type of daycare, etc. This is also around the time that your first condo or "couple's house" loses it appeal. What kind of house do we want? Where? Can we afford that? How are the schools? What is Plan B if someone gets fired? Do we know what utilities cost?

6 years: We have all heard of the 7 year itch. Therefore, it stands to reason that you have a plan set with a deadline of 6 years. Where do you want the marriage to be in 6 years? Communication habits, sex life, careers...everything. Talk about it now and periodically consider making adjustments based on the the success of your approach. Plans are meant to be changed.

9 years: Again, where do you want to the marriage to be in 9 years? Why? What will life be like? How many kids will we have by then? Are we sending them to public school? What if someone's parent dies?


Just discuss how and where you will celebrate holidays. This is a battle for nearly everyone I know.

Discipline - Are we spanking the kids, are we talking and coaching or are we doing both? No matter how happy you are now, if you're against physical discipline and your spouse is not, you will slowly learn to resent and dislike him/her each time a spanking is doled out. Discuss it NOW and avoid a surprise.

Ok, religion

How important is it and how will we teach the kids?
Communications, cheating
I don't care how many conversations you have, no one will ever openly state that they "may cheat". A key here is to be undoubtedly sure that the precedent is set for open communication. If a wife is not happy, the FIRST action on her part should be to talk to the husband (and vice versa). The only way to do this consistently is to talk; not yell, not argue, but talk like civilized people. If you become enraged every time your spouse tries to talk to you, you are pushing away an opportunity to fix a problem. Take time out and actually LISTEN. Marriage is not an argument or a punishment unless you make it one.

There are clearly a lot of other things to consider. Bad choices are going to made regardless of how thorough you plan; that's life. You wouldn't go on a 1,500 mile road trip without putting some thought into it and your marriage should be thought of in the same way. By planning and talking, the aim is to minimize the possible obstacles by first identifying them and getting them out in the open before they reach a critical, war-type, level.

What do you wish you discussed or planned before tying the knot? Feel free to leave an anonymous comment - perhaps it will help others. -Jay

Written by Jay White from Dumb Little Man, a web site that provides tips for life that will save you money, increase your productivity, or simply keep you sane.

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Thursday, 29 November 2012

How Do You Live?

How do you liveee without me??

Feeling very proud of my existence in their life, that was my question to my mom.

How would they live without me? Basically I'm the runner and driver for them. Whatever they want to do, they will call out my name. Wherever they don't know how to go, my name will be called.

Mom replied,

"Aiya, when you are not here only decide la."


Now I don't feel my existence. LOL.

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Tuesday, 27 November 2012

Sia sui

Wah sai, damn embarrassing..

I finished work early today and so I decided to attend the 6.15 pm Hot Yoga Class at True Fitness, Taipan.

Class ended at 7.20 pm and just as I wanted to leave the gym, it started raining heavily. My car was parked at the open space parking right beside True Fitness.

Since I didn't want to get drenched in the rain, I decided to try the newly opened Japanese franchise restaurant, Sukiyaki since my stomach was growling in hunger.

If you haven't notice this newly opened restaurant, its logo is red in colour.

And so I ordered this set priced at RM16.90

The rice is a lot for one person I think.

I was sitting right at the entrance, with my body facing the door, reason being, so that I can "kap jai" !

Hahahahha true indeed I managed to spot one in orange jersey walking passed the restaurant.

"Oh, he looks familiar." (Well, this is the typical expression one gives when they spot pretty/handsome people) LOL

Oh too bad he's just another passer by from left to right.

Jeng jeng jeng few minutes later he reappeared from right side, entering the Sukiyaki restaurant! *gasp*

Hahha prolly just like me, couldn't go home because of the rain. As i was putting food into my mouth, I kept looking at him through the reflection on the glass door. Then suddenly there was a loud thud.


So paiseh. Hahaha I bet he must be thinking, another girl got zapped by my charming-ness. I didn't turn to look at him anymore.

My phone charm, the cupids were soaked in the gravy...

And then I realised he's actually my friend from high school, but I don't think he remembers me because we never talk anymore.

I didn't dare to say hi to him as well in case he gives me the look "eeeer who the hell are you?"

And so this is the culprit.

The guy who appeared in coca-cola advertisement. Hahahah good one la Lily, so "diu lian".

I thought this kind of scenario will only happen to a guy who sees a chio bu. -.-

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Monday, 26 November 2012

Dalai Lama

I'm browsing the web reading famous quotes by Dalai Lama. Found a few interesting ones to share with all of you. ;p

"The purpose of our live is to be happy."

“Happiness is not something ready made. It comes from your own actions.”

“Love is the absence of judgment.”

“Every day, think as you wake up, today I am fortunate to be alive, I have a precious human life, I am not going to waste it. I am going to use all my energies to develop myself, to expand my heart out to others; to achieve enlightenment for the benefit of all beings. I am going to have kind thoughts towards others, I am not going to get angry or think badly about others. I am going to benefit others as much as I can.”

“Choose to be optimistic, it feels better.”

“If a problem is fixable, if a situation is such that you can do something about it, then there is no need to worry. If it's not fixable, then there is no help in worrying. There is no benefit in worrying whatsoever.”

“The way to change others' minds is with affection, and not anger.”

“Man surprised me most about humanity.Because he sacrifices his health in order to make money. Then he sacrifices money to recuperate his health.And then he is so anxious about the future that he does not enjoy the present; the result being that he does not live in the present or the future; he lives as if he is never going to die, and then dies having never really lived.”

“There is only one important point you must keep in your mind and let it be your guide. No matter what people call you, you are just who you are. Keep to this truth. You must ask yourself how is it you want to live your life. We live and we die, this is the truth that we can only face alone. No one can help us, not even the Buddha. So consider carefully, what prevents you from living the way you want to live your life?”

Of all, I love the last quote. It's my life and I should get to dictate what I want to do and how I should live my life...

I realised I have changed tremendously, the old me and the new me is totally different. Is it a good thing? I hope so ;)

I love all of you! Have a great day ahead.

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Thursday, 22 November 2012


Mum and dad has been pestering me to bring them to Cheras to attend an event organised by a Chinese temple.

Because I'm very filial, *coughs* So I ended up stranded in two hours jam at Federal Highway.

As if the jam is not bad enough, the event is actually a dinner in the field.. Okay.. I'm not trying to be ATAS but it's a GOD DAMN MUDDY FIELD!!!

Don't complain, its a charity event organised by temple right, its an honourable thing to do k..

Sat down, ordered a can of beer to bring back my senses.

More bad news, its actually a political event with speeches being given by random people. Kena con 9 9.


Fine after all I get to enjoy 8 course meal in a muddy field k.

Free mud spa treatment and blood donation to the mosquitoes. ;)

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Wednesday, 21 November 2012

My first 10km marathon!

Last weekend I was in Penang for the Penang Bridge Marathon.

Thank god my gf who arrived a day earlier had collected the running pack on behalf of us! Xie xie love!

Aasics bag.

The contents in the bag. The only useful thing that I managed to pick out is the 25% discount voucher on aasics product, of course not forgetting the jersey! ;)

The marathon starts at 6.30 am but the concierge said the free shuttle will depart from the hotel at 4 am, which means I had to get up at 3.30 am in order to board the free shuttle to Eastin Hotel. I was alone then as all my friends had signed up for the 21 km marathon.

As most of the roads were closed down for the run, the shuttle stopped us 1 km away from the starting point and I had to walk my way there.. Zzzzzz

As I was walking, I heard a group of girls started cheering at the runner. Apparently participants for full marathon had completed their run. I looked at my watch and it showed 4.30 am. Holy shit which means their timing is approximately 2 and a half hour to complete 40 km run!!

So I began to walk up and down the streets without knowing where to head to. Then I walked passed this kopitiam and saw a lot people having their breakfast in there. Not knowing if I should take light meal before the run, I enquired in the group chat. Surprisingly there were few souls who were still wide awake at the wee hours of the morning. Lol.

They said I should and sent me some really cute picture which somehow or rather cheered my gloomy morning.

Hahahhaah cute isn't it? I listened to their advice, took a seat in the kopitiam, ordered a hot Milo drink. I began to fish out my cash from my waist pouch and realised I only had RM5 with me!!! I remembered pulling out a RM50 note from my wallet before leaving the room. Turns out that I made a blunder, it was a RM5. ;/

So I ended up having this meal as my brekkie, leaving behind 50 cents as balance! Hahahah.

Its okay!! And so at 6.15 am I heard a man making announcement through loud hailer that all runners for 10 km will have to gather behind the starting line. I duly made my way there. I was so nervous and I could hardly breathe from the anxiety. And they were playing "Oppa Gangnam Style" from the console. LOL. "Heyyyy sexy lady... Op op op op..."

The gun was fired and the race begun. I started with slow jog, less than 5 minutes, I had stitch attack on my right waist. ;/ (must be the half boiled eggs and the milo's fault). I tried to run but couldn't so I ended up walking for the first 2 km.

Gradually my feet could move faster without feeling any pain, so I started jogging for the next 5 km non stop. And I alternated between jogging and walking for the last 2.5 km. I wanted to give up at 8 km... my knee hurts. Thank god Ann called me and somehow or rather that call gave me some strength to continue running. She said she will be waiting for me at the finishing line and asked me to run at the far left of the road. I thought her intention was to say "hello" to me.

Then I realised she actually wanted to snap a picture of me running so that I can keep as remembrance hahahahha.

And I did it!

I completed my 10 km run and she completed 21 km run!

And this is my noob timing! Hahaha I shall improve on it. Marathon is fun!!! It gives me a good sense of achievement.

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Monday, 12 November 2012

Happy Deepavali

Hello, it's public holiday tomorrow and I'm blogging from my bed. Most of the people that I know is out right now, except for me. ;(

Hahhaha well, few of my friends had asked me out, just that I feel like resting at home. I'm the anti-social ones here.

I could hear the sounds of firecrackers from my room!! It must be very fun out there. Don't worry because it's a holiday tomorrow I wouldn't ring the police to complain. Lol! (Last year I actually called the police to complain! Hahaha)

Happy Deepavali!!!

Had the cheapest seafood ever in Kuala Selangor.

11 dishes for just RM287! There were lalas, crabs, prawns, fish, veges, sihams, noodles, squids.. and few more that I can't really remember..

I wouldn't mind going back to the same place again.. Boleh jadi kawan. ;)

Good night friends! I love you! Muahhhh..

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Thursday, 8 November 2012

Buy me time

I've been so busy lately.. Feels that "time is no enough".

So many deadlines, be it work or assignments.. Basically my "engine" is switched on from 6.30 am till 11 pm, constantly thinking and doing work..


No life..

Last week I've been assigned by my boss to deliver a talk on the latest amendments to our criminal procedure law in Nilai. It was a great experience and I enjoyed it! Perhaps I could change profession to be a lecturer in the future!! Sounds good right. Haha.

There will be another talk coming soon in Port Dickson!! Yayy more claims, more money, sooner it is I can buy an Ipad.


Tuesday, 30 October 2012

Expired Cereal

After pouring the final cereal out from the box, I realised that it has expired since 10.10.12 !!!

And I have been having it for breakfast for the past 2 weeks.

LOL, so right now I'm on poo poo spree.

Bloop bloop bloop... It's good, can flush out everything from my body. Yay!!!

Bought a new book and am wrapping my new toy. ;p


I heard on MyFM the other day on the topic of "Things you wish to accomplish before hitting 30" and ever since then I began to ponder...

Career? I love my job. My bosses are treating me very nice as well. I find there is job satisfaction in serving the government. Meanwhile I just want to maintain as it is. ;)

Personal grooming? Be thin? Well I want to look well in every aspect, mentally and physically. So I've took up masters in law to enhance my knowledge and signed up for gym so that I don't grow any fatter. Been spending alot on cosmetics and products as well, skin is important after all! ;)

Marriage? Well I'm avid believer of cinderella stories, happily ever after. ;) I'm not sure if this beautiful moment will happen to me one day but I still hope that it will happen to me before 30. Thanks for sending me this to 'cheer' me on my Monday blues ya! Lol.

Home! Yes this is the only thing that I wish to accomplish before 30. I should start to save up to buy myself a dream home. It doesn't matter if it's just a studio measuring 700 sf.

Ganbatte yo! I should begin to save up. Money money money.

I believe with my own pair of hands I can build my own fortress! Rawrrrrr dream big and you will achieve big. *winks*

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Tuesday, 23 October 2012

Spending spree

Yay, make ups and cosmetics ordered from Mary Kay has arrived! ;)

Spend spend spend as if the money falls from the sky! Kekekke

Monday, 22 October 2012

Evil Me

Today I did a robbery case and I've pressed for a heavier sentence to be imposed since the accused used parang when committing the said robbery. He robbed 3 different shops on 3 different dates at 3 different locations.

I pressed for 8 years imprisonment and 5 strokes for each of the offfence. In the end the cumulative sentence passed by the judge was 8 years imprisonment and 14 strokes of rattan.

Came back and told my mom about it and my mom commented that I'm evil, I should have spared him. I said who's gonna spare those who got injured during the course of armed robbery which is so prevalent nowadays?


My mom's comment kept ringing in my head now.. Somehow I do feel a little guilty. After all it's not easy to withstand 14 strokes of rattan. Perhaps next time I should play the Cinderella role, to show more mercy.. *sighhh*

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Monday, 15 October 2012

Poo Poo

Sai... I hate it most when the urge to shit kicks in when I just started my journey to work.. ;/

Literally I will be stranded in the car with no other available options but to focus my mind on the wheel and at the same time suppress it from coming out..

U-turn back home to shit is definitely a no-no as I've entered highway. Which means I have to get myself to office asap in order to relieve myself.

Which means speeding all the way to office... and holding your shit in the anus.. Hahaha.

It's a very nice feeling you should try. LOL.

Right now I'm happy poo poo-ing in the toilet. Disgusting right? Hey as if you don't poo poo lol.

Aaahhhhh ... Feels so good!

Sunday, 14 October 2012


Woot woot woot, *backflip*

I'm training myself to be uber marathoner. (Opps is there such word marathoner? LOL)

Anyway as long as you understand what I'm saying.

My first step towards my mission to be a marathoner is sign up for a marathon! *check*

I've signed up for Penang Bridge Marathon - 10 km.

Second step to book a hotel room. *check*

Equatorial Hotel booked.

Thirdly to train for it! *check* Been training in the gym and parks nearby.

Fourth, a super cool gadget to run with. *check*

Ready Get Set Go!!!!

Thursday, 6 September 2012


My aircon is crying...

*sniff sniff*

It must be due to lack of care and attention from me.

I haven't been servicing him for the past 3 years!! And its leaking now..


As my bed is positioned right beside the wall where the aircond is affixed, water kept dripping on my bed like falling rain.

*sings* listen to the rhythm of the falling rain...

Sigh, I'm sorry aircond, I promise that I will bring someone to tend to your needs this weekend.

It has been a productive week, I went to the gym two days in a row.

My quest to achieve a slimmer body is slowly coming true!


Well, I've finally enrolled to Masters in Law in University Malaya. Two days ago, I went for the registration and the service here cannot be compared to University of Manchester. They should have anticipated that there will be a whole lot of us who will be queuing to pay for the tuition fees and yet they only assigned two staffs equipped with two computers to tend to our needs. Which means queuing for almost 1 and half hours for my turn to be served...


Anyway, classes will begin next week and I registered for two subjects.

Student life again! ;)

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Wednesday, 25 July 2012

Hands and Feet

It has been such a lonnnngggg time since I last pampered myself by doing manicure and pedicure!

I also did half leg waxing today. It really feels good to have a "me" time.

Colours, colours and more colours!

No more hair!


Today in court I wanted to get into the cell and take picture from the outside, pretending to be an inmate. Just before my other foot lands into the cell, my colleague immediately pulled my arm and said " You crazy a, where got people wanna go inside and take picture. Pantang. Wanna take, take from outside!"

Oh.. LOL. He said nobody wants to be a prisoner. Rule No.1 never step into a cell so as to prevent yourself from being a prisoner. Rule No. 2, never step into the accused dock as you do not want to get charged in court for an offence.

I was amazed by his warnings as such superstitions have never hit my mind. Well no harm to adhere by it! Its for my own good after all.

So tadaa, me standing outside the temporary cell to hold the "criminals" in court building.

This is me and my colleague resting ourselves before meeting begins. Lol.

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Saturday, 21 July 2012


I am now an ugly duckling..


Sigh.. Having skin break outs problem. Been having a lot of meeny tiny whiteheads all over my face. Well, its not that bad if you ignore it as it can only been seen under well lit places. Only myself could feel the bumpy texture on my skin..

So I'm back to consult skin specialist again, but a different one from my usual specialist.

Am prescribed the same medication, Proaccutane RM200 a box for 30 capsules, which lasts me a month.

Gosh, why am I being blessed with such a "good" skin..

After going for facial, my face became like this..

And this is before..

Gosh *screams*

Acne acne please go away..

Breathe in, breathe out.. Mirror Mirror on the wall, who is the fugliest of all?


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Congratulations dear!

Truly happy for you and am sorry that I couldn't make it to your big day.. ;(

All of you looked stunningly gorgeous!!! I'm the only missing person in this picture.. Sigh. Damn sad.

Another close friend of mine at work is getting married soon as well. He proposed today and she agreed! Awww.. Congrats dearsss!!!

Seems like people around me is getting married one by one. It reminds me about how I've always wanted to get marry at the age of 26, walking down the aisle in pink wedding gown. Haha, well this thought have long been tossed into the bin.. It was a dream.. and sad to say I couldn't realise this dream..

Happily ever after, tagline for most of the disney princess show. Fairytale love, like the one in Enchanted. That's what I've always believe in.

I used to get upset when I see people around me is getting married, putting pressure on myself thinking when will I be the lucky bride. With a great diamond ring to be offered to me. Well answer is the more you think about it, the more depressing it gets.

Without expectation there will not be disappointment. When it comes it comes. Its all beyond your control. For all you know, you might not get married for the rest of your life. I've even told my brother to take care of me if I don't get to find a husband for myself! And he said yea he will keep a room for me in his future house.. Lol. So sweet.

Live a happy life and stop worrying about marriage. I believe everything is destined.

To all the married couples and soon to be married, all the best!

;) good night! I've learned to reorganise my life, to reset my priorities. You must have a target in life in order to move on.

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Tuesday, 10 July 2012


I posted on my Facebook status "Slowly sinking into the state of depression.."

I realised I have changed. I could feel myself emanating strong negative aura. I lose temper easily nowadays, at anyone and everyone.

When you draw negative "chi" to yourself, ultimately everything around you will collapse, one by one as a result of your negative thinking.

When I'm depressed, I ever thought of committing suicide, being the weakling, always thinking that death is the easiest way out from any problem. Well, truth is it doesn't work that way.

When I had relationship problem 2 years ago, I actually contemplated jumping down from 16th floor or alternatively, slit my wrist. Just like what you usually see in the movie. Hahaha in the end, my body's reaction to depression is "cry". Crybaby I was for most of the time I'm depressed. I'm grateful that I've been granted the ability to cry easily when I'm down. By crying I get to release my emotions and not suppress it within myself.

A friend of mine had recently committed suicide...jumping down from 16th floor from an apartment in Ara Damansara. I was literally shattered when I heard the news. He used to be a good friend of mine, he was my ex boyfriend back then in high school. The puppy love kind. Rumours had said that he was too stressed up with his life and was financially indebted. His friends and families were greatly devastated by the incident. Everyone was in sorrow and pain.

From then on, I realised ending your life is not the best solution. You will inflict pain and injuries to those who care about you.

Nowadays am feeling lonely. There's office politics and at work, I could hardly find lunch mate anymore. Those whom I'm close with will either be out of office or on diet. So I eat alone. Maggi mee most of the time.. After lunch I will be at my work desk resuming whatever pending work that I have until I leave office.

Last time whenever I reached home, I will hear the sounds of TV in the living room, with dad and mum busy doing their routine activities ie dad watching TV/sleep and mom busy preparing dinner. Now, I come home to an empty house, with no one there to greet me and no dinner. Mom and dad have been frequenting Genting Highland casino almost daily. The thought of dad injuring his toes worries me. Furthermore he has vision problem. Being on a high ground reduces the oxygen intake to your body and lack of oxygen is the root cause of most of the illness, especially for diabetics. I tried to convey this message to him numerous times but they just wouldn't listen. Furthermore I'm afraid that they will succumb to gambling addiction.

Each day when they get home, I refuse to talk to them. Worse I even raised my voice at them. After eating I just hid myself in the room. That leads me to loneliness..

Emptiness and loneliness is what I feel. I just can't live alone.. What should I do with my life? Most of the time I'm pretty occupied with my work, I don't have the time to hang out with my friends.

I'm really a loser and useless.

Thursday, 5 July 2012


Weee mandarin teacher treat us qiaokeli!

Xie Xie Lao Shi!!!

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Thursday, 28 June 2012

26th June

The day had passed without any greetings. Life has certainly been neglected by the busy schedules of life.

Things that used to beautiful are no longer beautiful. Sweet memories are beginning to fade away as day passes by.

Appreciation? Ultimately it will be forgotten when one has become too complacent.

Its in the nature that one likes to chase.

I really wish to turn back time, and being the apple of someone's eyes again.

I'm tired with life, and even thought of resigning. Whatever happened to motivations and desires and dreams. Its all gone at this moment this minute.

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Tuesday, 19 June 2012


I've hit the second stage of puberty.. i.e. growing sideways. ;/

Turning into a fat ass woman now with cellulites appearing on my flabby thighs.

I bought a lot of anti-aging cosmetics in hope to reverse the visible aging process.

I've even signed up for 42 months gym membership for the price of RM 4.4k.

I've decided to pick up yoga and thus far, I quite like the classes though I'm actually struggling with all the different poses taught. ;/

Sudah lou ngek ngek ma.. everything sudah keras..

Thank you to my dear colleagues who have recently celebrated my birthday with me! Muackx!

I have a 'sure-to-lose' trial to conduct tomorrow. Feeling so demotivated right now..

Ganbatte CLL! Good night dearies..

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Wednesday, 13 June 2012

Happy Birthday

Happy Birthday to me!!!

Thank you very much to all who have celebrated my birthday with me.

Thank you TC for the Hello Kitty mousepad!

Boboi who has given me a lil moo. A surprise for me at work! :)

The Baby-G that I've always wanted to buy.

The Kitty birthday cake from the cute little boys!

To all my beautiful girlfriends..

For the wonderful dinner..

Thank you to mummy daddy for the lunch treat.

I had a wonderful birthday celebration this year.

Although I am now officially late twenties. Booo Huuu..

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